I know that one day I will look back at these complaints of mine and smile.
But, here's what my pissing me off today.
Actually, this has made me stop and wonder for a very long time, but never really said it out loud.
There are many different people in this world, I secretly wish everyone were like me.. it would make my life so much easier. Since that isn't the case. I see 2 main types of people.
There are people who work their ass off and still struggle for every little thing they have. They are grateful for the little things they have, because these people have lived without simple things like having a car. Or buying new clothes for their kids. These people believe in God and pray for non-selfish things. They pray and thank God for everything they have in their life. These are the people who get shit on!
Seriously, it's like a never ending streak of bad luck. Not really sure if I believe in luck. But if I do. Son of a biscuit eater I definitely have very bad luck.
The type of person I explained above is me and my family.
Then, there is another type of person. If they work at all, they don't put their all into it. They really have no goals in their life. They have no problem using other people to get what they want. So, these selfish types of people get everything handed to them. They always have gas in their car, shit.. they always have a car. A place to live and everything in between. They don't seem to worry about anything. They don't thank God for anything!
But, they continue to get everything. Do they have good luck?
This is so very hard for me to even put into words. It boggles my mind. I just want to understand, what the "good" people did to deserve to be shit on over and over?
I'm also not believing in "what comes around goes around."
It's like a boomerang.. I throw a good thought out into the universe. The boomerang goes out and stops by the zoo.. picks up some elephant shit and then comes back and slams me right in the kisser!
This question is probably like asking someone what heaven looks like. It won't ever be explained.
I know I'm not the only person, who is going through hard times.
But, I just wanted to put that out there.
Thanks for reading,